I'm abandoning this account now. It's extremely confusing, but I feel that it's not getting me anywhere. I've made plenty of ranting journals before stating that I was leaving, then coming back like a complete idiot saying that everything was fine. I just can't get over it now. I feel nothing for this account. Drawing cutesy things that I personally don't even like or enjoy drawing most of the time is building up a ton of stress on myself. Perhaps it was because I was desperate for attention, comments, faves and watches. But I now only want to draw what I want, and this account is no place for that.
So farwell everyone. I've created a new account with hopes of a new start.
To friends: You'll still find me on PWO. If you want my new account, Omail me on there.